metamorphosis…
they say that the only constant thing in this world is change.
there’s this person i know. from being sweet and loving, turned into an insensitive cold hearted b*tch.
she used to love everything, now she doesn’t even see the gift of life.
she used to show people, especially her special someone, how much she loves them, now she just stares at them point blank.
she used to tell her friends, “it’s okay, you’ll be fine.” now she doesn’t even talk to them.
she used to dream a lot, now she doesn’t even know what she wants.
she used to cry if she’s upset or extremely happy, now she feels numb.
what happened? she doesn’t know. she acts normal but deep inside she’s not happy. she asked herself why. she didn’t get any answer. she wakes up everyday doing the same things over and over again, but she doesn’t feel anything.
i love to hate that person. i love to hate myself.
June 26, 2008